From Silky, I’ve learned that girls don’t like to be stuffed into sweaters like sausages, no matter how cold the morning, and that hearing that their tummies sound like ripe watermelons when patted, is best forgiven with ice cream. Plain vanilla.
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
Saturday, October 21, 2017
Silky got into trouble.
She was scolded and put out for the night, where she lay in her bed with her bun bun and cried and cried and cried, until she fell fast asleep.
In the morning, she was Silky again, bright and wagging. But she was still in trouble. Less trouble, but enough that she was not allowed inside.
All day she stayed out. She was quiet and calm, and when the sun set, she and Peter Pan pressed their noses to the back door, wanting in.
'No, Silky,’ she was told. ‘No.’
Silky sat and hung her head and looked terribly, terribly sad, not because she knew that she was still in trouble. For Silky, the trouble was over and done with. Forgiven. Forgotten. No. Silky was sad because Silky is Love. Pure Love. And Love just doesn’t understand not being wanted, even for one, single, minute.
She was scolded and put out for the night, where she lay in her bed with her bun bun and cried and cried and cried, until she fell fast asleep.
In the morning, she was Silky again, bright and wagging. But she was still in trouble. Less trouble, but enough that she was not allowed inside.
All day she stayed out. She was quiet and calm, and when the sun set, she and Peter Pan pressed their noses to the back door, wanting in.
'No, Silky,’ she was told. ‘No.’
Silky sat and hung her head and looked terribly, terribly sad, not because she knew that she was still in trouble. For Silky, the trouble was over and done with. Forgiven. Forgotten. No. Silky was sad because Silky is Love. Pure Love. And Love just doesn’t understand not being wanted, even for one, single, minute.
Saturday, September 30, 2017
Friday, September 29, 2017
Thursday, September 28, 2017
"Where are all the Fireflies?" Silky asks.
We're on High Hill, Silky, Peter Pan and I, walking and talking and wondering out loud. The sun has set. It's growing dark. Thanks to a late bit of warmth, there are still a few Fireflies. Five or six. Certainly not the hundreds of June and July.
"There gone for the summer, Silk," I tell her.
Clearly she is disappointed.
"The stars are coming out though," I say. "They're a little like fireflies."
Silky looks to where I am pointing, off to the east where the sky is most dark, and indeed there is a handful of scattered stars that sparkle like the mischief in her eyes.
"Oh!" Silky exclaims, and she sits to watch them multiply as the night gathers around us.
Later, as we're walking toward the house, Silky asks, "Will the stars leave for the Summer, too?"
I have seen them fall and wink out. Gone. I have wished on their passing, when maybe I should have whispered a prayer. I cannot, however, imagine the night sky empty. Black as coal. Even after the Sun, stars, I believe, will shine.
"No Silky Josephine," I tell her. "You can count on the Stars." And we look up once more, to carry them with us, like diamonds, to bed.
Monday, September 25, 2017
Since I don't know the actual day on which any of them were born ... Bobo, Peter Pan, Silky Josephine ... and I'm not especially good at remembering other people's birthdays, I gave them my own. So this morning we slept in and had a big, big breakfast and later we'll unwrap stuff and maybe eat ice cream, watch the sun set from High Hill and count the last of the Fireflies as they fade.
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